Saturday 16 June 2012

Kaleidoscope


Painting The Picture
An eating disorder involves a plethora of colours.
White skin, pail and stretched tight over protruding bones.
Bruises, purple and blue, shot with green, blossom wherever legs and arms and stomach brush against anyone or anything.
The black darkness of shadows permanently shade the area beneath her eyes.
Red blood vessels snake their way across the eyes as she purges, bloodshot and painful.
A single tear carves a silver track down the pale cheek, containing a million thoughts and emotions.
The pink-purple of her nails, the only sign of how inexpressibly COLD she is; inside and out.
The faded red of dry lips left unkissed is a sad reminder of how alone she is.
White. Purple. Blue. Green. Black. Red. Silver. Pink. Faded Red.
Such beautiful colours, filled with such sorrow.

Sunday 10 June 2012

The Good Times Don't Last


Small Things Have Big Consequences.
Anybody noticed how one thing, one small, seemingly insignificant thing, can change everything?
How one second everything can be perfect and you can feel at peace and relaxed and happy, then the next the world collapses into dust and you’re left, stranded in the ruins of what used to be with a handful of broken promises and words left unsaid.
How something beautiful can crumble into dust in the palm of your hand…over nothing.
I want to turn back time, and I want to make it all okay.
I want to look in his eyes and feel him looking into mine, not into those others’. 
Why does everything good change? Why can’t it last?

Sunday 3 June 2012

Me


Me
I hate myself so fucking much.
Everything is just spiralling;
Everything I say pisses somebody off or fucks something up.
Everything I do is wrong.
Everything I am is worthless.
When will this end?