"Why are you anorexic?"
Because it’s easier to control calories than actually taking control of the negativity in my life.
Because an eating disorder instils order among chaos, I have control.
Because this world is spinning too fast for me, and this allows me to keep up.
Because it helps me hold on, I don’t have to grow up anymore.
Because without it, I am nothing.
Because I don't deserve that food, I am worthless.
Because the emptiness of hunger is easier to bare than the emptiness I feel inside.
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